HeRe'S tO yOu

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-28T10:43:00

2004-12-28T15:43:28Z

leave a comment on my new name if you want to be added..... i will prob end up adding most of you

hopeless__love_

<3 meg

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-24T22:54:00

2004-12-25T03:59:12Z

merry christmas

i would trade anything and everything to be that girl... wishin i was happier.... wishin i knew who i was, cause right now im somebody i hate.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-22T20:19:00

2004-12-23T01:20:55Z

i think im gonna stop using my livejournal...idk i have to think about it.

i have changed so much and the old me would not do this.. i dont know if i like the newish me...

im just not very happy right now and idk ugh.... : (

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-12T00:17:00

2004-12-12T05:21:13Z

i am so tired i cant update right now... but here are some pics from the other night.. we were bored haha ( we were in kissy moods)

sarah and me on her bed

aww.. alyse, sarah and me : )

ill update tomorrow night night

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-09T22:50:00

2004-12-10T03:57:41Z

not doing well at all right now....

just got done looking at my college options.. here is the list so far:

-salve regina
-amherst
-babson
-boston university
-brown university (haha yea right i might as well look though)
-clark university
-emerson college
-gordon college
-hamilton college
-hampshire college
-college of the holy cross
-ithaca college
-northeastern university
-university of rhode island
-university of rochester
-st. lawrence university
-skidmore college
-syracuse university
-tufts university
-union college
-wheaton college
-williams college

ok im done... i have to go to sleep i cant stay awake any longer cause when im awake i think.. and when i think, im sad...

guess thats not a good thing.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-12-01T21:28:00

2004-12-02T02:28:47Z

I'm only pretty sure that I can't take anymore
Before you take a swing
I wonder
What are we fighting for
When I say out loud
I want to get out of this
I wonder
Is there anything I'm gonna miss
I wonder How it's gonna be
When you don't know me
How's it gonna be
When you're sure I'm not there
How's it gonna be
When there's no one there to talk to, between you and me
'Cause I don't care...
How's it gonna be?

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-11-29T15:24:00

2004-11-29T20:26:02Z

they pronounced teddy ebersol dead today after calling the search off. they think he died in a fire. only 14 years old..

im sorry teddy.. i went to school with you for 3 years and i never really talked to you .. im sorry i really am.

this makes me realize what is really important to me.

im praying for you teddy. RIP.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-11-28T23:49:00

2004-11-29T04:54:33Z

http://www.msnbc.msn.com/id/6601929/

if you heard about the plane crash that occurred today, with the ebersols..... teddy ebersol, who is the one who is missing goes to my school.. and went to my middle school... god help him

TEDDY YOU ARE IN OUR THOUGHTS AND PRAYERS. come home to us.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-11-23T16:13:00

2004-11-23T22:17:01Z

really bored and in kind of a bad mood and im waiting for sarah to come home so i can see her possibly.. and if i dont i will go to alyses or something... so im just making a little wishlist..

p.s. a lot of pics from my junior trip comin soon. : )

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-11-21T10:17:00

2004-11-21T15:19:18Z

our grading system at the gunnery: NC (lowest), LP, P, HP, H, HH, D (highest)

I GOT A HP ON MY CHEMISTRY EXAM!!!!!!!! (i am failing that class and i havent gotten anything other than NCs on my tests)

i might still get a NC going to colleges for this term which is bad but colleges like improvements.. i hope.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-11-12T16:20:00

2004-11-12T21:22:26Z

UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

i hate my life. i will never amount to anything and i am so pissed off right now i could scream.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-10-17T21:06:00

2004-10-18T01:35:47Z

omg.. a girl in my grade overdosed tonight and it doesnt look good.. i dont know her well at all .. i have talked to her a couple times.. but it is the most disturbing thing i have heard.. especially cause i have had conversations with her.. like she could be gone in a matter of hours.. that is so fucking scary.

how can somebody hate living so much that they never want to wake up again.. they never want to smile again.. they never want to see their parents or their friends again.. i just cant even imagine it. not seeing the trees change colors.. not seeing the first snowfall.. omg i am getting so sad.

the other day i was walking back to my friend emilys house from the library with these kid baxter, troy, and emily... baxter was like "hey dude do you remember the first time i saw you?" and i said no and he was like "yeah well it was really dark and i thought u were hot but then i saw you in the light." seriously who fucking says that shit to somebody.. i already hate how i look why would somebody make that worse.

THEN this kid troy who i fucking hate with a passion.. put that in his profile.. UGH i hate this school sometimes.

today i flipped out because of work.. i complain about not being motivated but i cant seem to do work.. i fuckin hate it.. and this is the year that counts the most. and now i have to do work but i cant concentrate because of this whole situation...

people are so inconsiderate i cant even deal with it.. this kid pat is IMing everybody and saying "somebody tried to kill themself tonight" who the fuck does that.. i yelled at him :

meg6623: pat stop fucking IMing everybody and telling them that
meg6623: do u have any common sense at all
RageTheCage4: w
RageTheCage4: everyone will find out
RageTheCage4: right?
RageTheCage4: its a big deal
RageTheCage4: iam a monitor
RageTheCage4: i need to know
meg6623: ok .. YOU know.. so stop telling everybody else
meg6623: its not your job as a moniter to spread all this shit pat
RageTheCage4: i told randy
meg6623: seriously
meg6623: and alyse
meg6623: and i bet more
RageTheCage4: she knew
meg6623: that doesnt matter
RageTheCage4: people will find out
meg6623: IT DOENST HAVE TO BE BECAUSE OF YOU
meg6623: are you stupid?
RageTheCage4: no are u
RageTheCage4: i bet u told someone
meg6623: no. seriously get some fucking common sense and stop telling people you have no right to go and IM everybody and tell them
meg6623: no actually i didnt
RageTheCage4: how did u find out then
RageTheCage4: huh huh huh
meg6623: i told myself
RageTheCage4: someone told u
RageTheCage4: got ya
meg6623: THAT DOESNT MEAN ANYTHING
RageTheCage4: yea
meg6623: no it doesnt because i didnt tell anybody which was your point and it was a really bad one
meg6623: somebody told me, but i didnt tell anybody else
RageTheCage4: did yoyu
RageTheCage4: \\yell att
RageTheCage4: ok did u yell at the person who told you
RageTheCage4: no u didn't i bet
RageTheCage4: yea someone told u
RageTheCage4: did u get mad at them for tellng people
RageTheCage4: i bet not
meg6623: it doenst mean you have the right to go tell everybody.. do you think that if you had a situation like that , you would want everybody to know? no.
RageTheCage4: you arn't even on campus
meg6623: that doesnt mean anything
RageTheCage4: peace....don't argue with me, it's becasue i am a guy
RageTheCage4: thats it
RageTheCage4: a girl is telling everyone
meg6623: yeah a fuckin dumb one
RageTheCage4: u wouldn't yell at her
RageTheCage4: good one
meg6623: yes i would
RageTheCage4: peace out
meg6623: yeah peace out and get some common sense you fucking idiot
RageTheCage4: wow easy

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-10-12T18:53:00

2004-10-13T01:54:39Z

WATCH THIS IT IS SO WEIRD!!!

http://www.princeton.edu/~ccaro/mist_or_ghost.html

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-10-01T07:40:00

2004-10-01T11:41:33Z

KERRY 04

thats all i have to say

bush is a fuckin moron and we should be humiliated that he was already a president for 4 years..

GO KERRY you got this you little fucker.. haha

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-09-29T19:56:00

2004-09-29T23:53:46Z

i fucking hate myself more than anything.

fuck it.. fuck everything.. its not worth it.. i am shaking and about to cry.. i hate my life.

kiss__the_rain @ 2004-09-24T14:34:00

2004-09-24T18:35:26Z